I got... 3 As... 3 Bs... and 1 terrible C...
What went wrong... I do not know....... I did study extremely hard for the exam... and I put in my every inch of effort into it....
I studied extremely extremely hard....... what happened.....
I studied even harder then what I studied for O levels.....
I am so discouraged.... sobz........
I wish I did not have to see my results... I did not even get a distinction.... not even 1... I expected I might be able to clinch a distinction for OC or maybe DTP.... but nooo..... NOT EVEN 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sobz.... I give up.... all my studies are futile... I worked so hard and this is wad I get... Fate is playing mean tricks on me...
I thought I could live up to my expectations.... never did I ended up failing myself so badly....
I thought polytechnic lied to glimmer of hope... never did I thought this day would come...
I worked so hard!!!!!!! I WORKED VERY VERY HARD!!!!!!!
It just does not make sense.... shouldn results equivilate to the amount of work done?
I really feel damm useless now....
I only got 3 As....... that is so pathatic.... I didnt even get 1 distinction... thats so useless....
I put in my every ounce of effort and that is what i get... does that mean that as much effort as I put in this is what I will get?......
I cant put in anymore effort already... or I will really go insane....
If this is what I will be getting in poly... I give up....
I give up............
1 comment:
hey andrew. if it's of any comfort, i got 3 Cs and 2 Ds for yr 1 sem 1 =) was severely disappointed as well, and v disillusioned considering my detour into polytechnic, but God is still sovereign in my life, He is in yours too.
since you have tried your best, i guess God will be proud of you =)
i spoke to a yr 3 senior who's in my church last semester after my poor showing in first sem, she told me that it's okay to not fare so well in yr 1 sem 1, things will slowly get better in subsequent semesters, because we all slowly settle into the momentum, system, whatever. yup, hope you are encouraged. i did much better (ie. average grades) in yr 1 sem 2, so her words were reliable i guess. =)
hope you enjoy what's left of hols, take care!
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